I like your bangs!

I drove home to Henderson on the 21st of December. I had a good time there and got a lot of cool stuff for Christmas! I got pajamas (3 pair) socks, obviously, an iPod cover case for my new nano video iPod, the most awesome CSI game ever, and some other cool stuff. The CSI game is so FUN! You start at the crime scene and collect evidence and then go back to the lab and process it all. You get to match up finger prints and DNA and all sorts of cool stuff! I love it if you couldn't tell by this paragraph.

I also got BANGS! I was so nervous, not because I don't trust Eliza with my hair but because cutting my hair is very traumatic ever since I got a rock star mullet one time, not by choice obviously. I didn't know how I felt about them at first but I love them now. Everyone is telling me how different it makes me look and how hot I am so I am just going to believe them. It changes the whole shape of my face and shows my face more. Anyway I just bored the crap out of myself with this paragraph so I can only imagine how you guys felt about it... sorry OK?

I start school on Thursday and I am pretty nervous. I haven't been in school for 2 1/2- 3 years or something! I haven't actually gone to school (meaning other school than home school) in like 5 years so I don't know what to expect. Plus I will be working full time and going to school full time so I will be keeping myself very busy! I am really excited though to be able to finally start my education! I am excited to meet new people at school and to learn a lot of interesting things about criminal justice. Plus I am in a physical fitness class so maybe I'll get my self back into good shape, or into shape period. I don't know if I have ever been in "good" shape but it is fun to pretend I have.

Happy belated Birthday to Bridger and early birthday to Seana.... even though she mostly only leaves comments on Eliza's page which makes me cry and punch walls. That goes for the rest of that clan and don't act like you don't know who you are, Nat, Chelsa, Jen and whoever else. I see how you guys roll...

Have a very Happy New Year and I love most of you that read this probably. I can't make any promises though.

Oh and P.S. you guys are really awesome!

It only took me a month...

Hi. Sorry OK?? My life is boring and I don't want to bore all of you with the details of it. I have been tagged and so I guess I will do that now.

1. I am very OCD. If I am taking a message for someone at work on a post it note, sometimes I have to rewrite it like 4 times. My trash can is always full of crumpled up post it notes because it just doesn't look right the first few times! I count my steps and and my steps have rhythm. I can't walk off beat or it really bugs me. My volume on the TV, CD player, car radio or anything with countable volume, has to be on an odd number. I HATE even numbers. They think they are so much better than odd numbers just because they are paired up evenly. Well the odd numbers always have more fun! Also I spell words out in my head when someone is talking to me. I don't know if this is to see if I can spell as fast as people can talk or if it is to see if I can spell the words people are saying. I guess both ways are educational. I was telling my dad about this obsessive behavior once and he told me that he counted steps too sometimes. He even told me how many stairs were in our house. It was funny. I also wash my hands A LOT. Sometimes I feel like the germs just are there teasing me. If I touch a shopping cart I don't want to move my hands because I feel like I will get a whole new set of germs and I feel like the bar from the cart just left a strip of germs right there and it won't go away until I scrub or sanitize or both. When I lock my car from my key chain locker thing I have to make it beep an odd number of times too but more than 1. So it usually ends up beeping 3 times but if I accidentally hit it 4 times I have to do it again. It is annoying. I will stop now so I still have friends.

2. I am a very picky eater. I will not let my food touch each other on my plate. I even have gone as far as taking a paper towel and wiping my ranch or gravy off my plate before I put something else there. People say it all goes to the same place so why does it matter? I know where it all ends up and I don't care where it ends up. The important thing to me about eating is how it tastes going down. I really love pickles and I really love ice cream. I also really like peanut butter but even though it all ends up in the same place it wouldn't be very appetizing mixed together now would it? I am not very good at trying new things. If I smell it and it doesn't smell good I won't eat it. I smelled cheesecake as a child and thought it smelled repulsing. So I never tried it until about a month ago. It is so good. That was one of the only good examples of me trying a new thing and liking it. I usually don't. I tried eggnog for the first time a couple weeks ago and hated it. The texture, taste and color of it was disgusting! I don't eat pork because it is all disgusting. Sometimes ham if it is disguised or pepperoni but sausage, bacon, or anything else pork is yucky.

3. I refuse to share Milk with anyone. Any dairy product really. It is so revolting. I will share any other drink with people I like that don't have diseases but NEVER milk. And I find it nauseating when parents eat cereal or any kind of food after their kids. It makes me gag. You don't know what their grubby hands have been into before they plunged them into their food.

4. I still have my baby blanky. I sleep with it often. Not every night but often. I love it. It is so cute and in much better shape than Jacob's blanky. It is my security blanky. I also have a security superman pillow and spider man blanket.

5. I am a Rock star. I play the drums in an awesome band. I also can tear it up on the guitar. I do vocals sometimes and do pretty well. Oh I forgot to mention that it is on the X-box and it is called rock band, but I am still a rock star. I am addicted to that game!

6. I am the tallest girl in my family. It took Eliza a couple years to accept the fact that I was even though I was looking down to talk to her and the measurement board we have in our house told her! I still like her and I am glad she is the runner up. I keep growing I think. I used to be 5'9 then 5'10 and now a little more than that I think. When I wear heels I can get up to like 6'3!!!

7. I have a serious case of BCS. I think those of you in my family know what I am talking about but BCS stands for butt crack syndrome. No matter what I am wearing my bum hangs out when I bend over. I have tried belts and my sweet mother thinks my pants are too low which may be the case sometimes but not all the time. I think my crack starts right at the same level as my pits. Sorry if this offends any of you but it is true and it is a big part of my life. I think even when I wear a body suit or overalls it shows. I know it sounds impossible but somehow it finds its way to the surface. It just needs some air ya know?

That is me in a nutshell. A very big nutshell! Hey how did I get in this nutshell.... Have you ever seen a nutshell this size?!?

Thanks for reading and I am not going to tag anyone because everyone that reads this has been tagged plus I hope this cycle ends soon! I love you all and I will try to be more religious in writing in my blog! (even though my therapist always tells me trying is lying and he also says do or do not there is no try...he is smart) Happy holidays!! (just in case I do not succeed in writing)